One of the hardest songs to play on the expert level (which is the only level that Gabe and I play on) in Guitar Hero is On The Road Again by Willie Nelson. He does all these crazy things with his guitar and it makes my fingers feel like they are having a nervous breakdown. I love to try it but I can't make it even 10 measures into the song without failing - and so we have to put it on a no fail mode to play and I cheat my way through it. But I love the song.
When I was 10 years old we moved to Kingston Jamaica. We didn't just go straight there we wound and twisted around the US until we got there. I vaguely remember a train trip to somewhere like Arizona or Texas. Then we stayed in with various friends and relatives until we found ourselves near Freeport Maine and we started the school year there until it was cold and our visa's came through and then we flew to Kingston and when we stepped off the plane the air was so warm and moist I felt like I was drinking.
At age 10 moving was a real adventure. And the trip we took to get there was an adventure. And now we are taking our kids on such an adventure too. Today we talked to Gabe and his Dad and they were somewhere in Oklahoma and the plains were barren and dull and they were racing storms to get to their destination for the night. They have been driving for 2 and a half days without breaks and they are over half way there but I could see the tiredness and stress on their faces as we Skype'd with them last night. They will be happy to stop driving.
Two days ago I felt like I was playing On The Road Again, I thought I was having a nervous breakdown, not that I necessarily know what that feels like. I came to my in-laws and I couldn't sleep. And the girls were driving me crazy. And I was exhausted and irritable. And then last night I had nightmare after nightmare. So I woke up every 2 hours and tossed and turned. And I worried and I fretted. But this morning I woke up and the sun was shining, the girls were rested and my MIL was making waffles. So I had a waffle, a cup of tea and I clipped my kids toenails and I told each girl how much I loved them. And I feel much better. I am not having a breakdown, I am moving and while they are very similar, they are not the same thing. I'm gonna be ok.