I haven't blogged in a long time, a month or so, which for me is a long time. I usually have something I think is important to say about everything, all the time, but lately I haven't felt inspired or inclined to share anything personal or impersonal and so I kept quiet. I must be maturing.
I have one child in a charter school this year and it is about a half hour drive from my home. I have another child in our neighborhood school. I find that I am spending more time in my car each week than an Uber driver. Or at least comparable. And I'm not getting paid. And that doesn't include volunteering at either school, that starts next week.
I have been able to shop, prep and cook dinner each day for each night with the exception of weekends. This means that we either eat leftovers or hotdogs all weekend. The girls and I eat a peculiar veggie dog that comes in the can called BigFranks and I'll be blogging about BigFranks later on. And for the first time since 2001 when I met my husband, we have leftovers which means he is eating less and we actually have something to eat on weekends that doesn't require anything other than a microwave. It is exciting!
I have been balancing the feeling of failure at having only lasted 9 months at a job that I really wanted and enjoyed for at least 3 months. Several days ago I was driving back from the charter school and I was listening to XM Radio and a woman comedienne was adding up how much it cost her and her spouse to pay someone for all the things she did and it came to nearly a half a million dollars. And then I thought about my kids and my relationship with my kids and I realized that I was doing the right thing at the right time. And that I didn't have to justify to anyone why I quit a job after just 9 months regardless as to whether it was the worlds best job or or the worlds worst.
So I'm back on the pen and I have lots of things to write about like politics, dinner, soccer, dancing, trips to California, weddings, walking dogs, friends, books, holidays, knitting, volunteering, BigFranks and so much more.